So, here I am, finally starting a blog of my weight demise. Are you one of those people that start a diet every Monday and then gorge all weekend? I am. Every Sunday night, I tell myself, I can't believe I am having such a hard time controlling my eating and portions on the weekends. Now, I feel like a total fat ass!!! Let me set the alarm for Monday morning, so I can once again start the Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred. I haven't mentioned that I set the alarm early every Monday to start the workout, but never get up.
It was so much easier before I had my son and all I had to cater to was myself. Is it being over 30, having a child, working full time, staying up late? I need to stop making excuses and make myself accountable for the habits that I have let consume me. My bad eating habits. My son is full of energy, so I can't use him as my excuse for being lazy. I need to use him as my excuse to start getting busy.
We were going to go for a bike ride today. He was going to ride his bike and I was going to jog beside him. Well, we came home from the store, ate lunch, and I fell into a food coma and took a two hour nap. Needless to say, we didn't exercise today.
So, here I sit at the computer, my stomach rolls talking to each other like every Sunday night reminiscing of the crunches they didn't do or jog they didn't get in.
Tomorrow is Monday. My yoga mat is out, 5 pound weights out, and Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred sitting next to the DVD player. Lets see if I get up early tomorrow and actually work out.
It is as if you were reading my mind tonight! I am totally the same way on weekends, & this weekend was no exception. Jillian & the treadmill are waiting for me when my alarm goes off. Great idea with the blog, maybe it will help you be more accountable, looking forward to future posts!
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